sunnuntai 13. tammikuuta 2013

What is love?

Sounds weird, ha? It's not. More like every day life. Included in everything.

I personally haven't figured out yet, what is love. Is it just a feeling or more like a need? 

I know how does it feel to love mom or dad or brother or friend. But how does it feel to lovelove someone? I am just not sure if I know that at all.


I know that my boyfriend loves me. Or so does he say. But how do I know that I love him back? 

I haven't said it back yet because I want to be sure before I do. Am I being cruel? I don't think so. I know that I love him but by the same way I love all my other friends also. Is that enough at all? I do like him a lot. Do I learn to love him later? Or do I grow to love him? I just feel so confused. And you are probably able to see it from this text.


And not only the love part confuses me. Also that feeling I sometimes have about our relationship. I am not afraid of the fact that we'll probably break up some day (or get married) I am not afraid of what others might think about us as a couple. But sometimes I feel like an wild animal locked up in a cage. Like someone (this time my boyfriend) have taken my freedom away. Not often but still sometimes. And I don't know what to think about it.



       Well, thats all of my weird text for     
                 this time. Eve X(oxo)


sunnuntai 6. tammikuuta 2013

New year dreams


This upcoming year...

...will be awesome, fabulous, wonderful, amazing, suprising and the best year so far.

...I will live every day like it is the last day of my life.

...I will love everyone and everything deserving my love.

...I will laugh to everything and nothing and enjoy life.

...I will respect others, and try to be a better person.

...I won't regret any decisions I've made.

...I won't worry about my mistakes too much because everyone makes mistakes.

...will be a great year and I'll spend it with the people I love



              Have a great 2013,
                    Eve (xoxo)