Where am I heading to?

Sometimes it's good to stop for a while and take a deep breath. 

To think about your life and where it's going. 

Is it heading to the right or wrong place? 

Do you like the direction of it? 

If you do keep going. 

If you don't you should probably start again.

But what then if you have no idea where you want your life to head to? 

That's my problem right now (and always). I don't know what I want from my future but to help figure that out I'm asking myself questions and trying to answer those honestly.

Do I want to go to army? Yes, but I don't know if I'm able to.
Do I want to live abroad? In some day I would really love to.
Do I want to have children? Absolutely but not in many years.
Do I want to study in a university? I don't know I could but I know. 
Do I want to live on my own? Yes totally as soon as I think I'm capable of it.
Do I want to be an exchange student? No, I don't want to. Or maybe, but I don't think so.

After answering those questions I think I know a little bit more about my future plans. Not much but still. And that's not all there is thousands of questions most of those still without answers. 

                    Love, Eve X(oxo)

An alphabet song

With my few favorite things by alphabets. For you to find out more about me!

A: Apple, I'm just so addicted to my phone and probably could not live without it.

B: Bestfriend, boyfriend and brother. All super important to me and just awesome people!

C: Cocacola zero, my all time favorite.

D: Daddy. My first love!

E: Oh this is me! I'm so selfish.

F: Friends and family. Both are really important to me couldn't live without either one!

G: Google. Lifesaver what else can I say?

H: The host that's my favorite book writen by Stephanie Meyer. 

I: Instagram you can find me there too with the name: holdingonlettinggo.

L: Love. No need for explanation?

M: Mommy. My first hero.

N: Nights I'm totally a nightperson.

P: Pirate my childhood dreamjob.

S: Summer! I just love the warm weather, who wouldn't?

T: Tähti meaning a star. Probably my favorite finnish word.

U: Unelmointi which is dreaming in English. Hold on to your dreams!

W: Winter to counterbalance for summer because I love snow too.

                       EveX(oxo)

Running too fast to stay alive

My life have been really hectic lately. I've been just running around and doing everything (and too much nothing). Do you know the feeling when you have to do this and that even though you just feel like closing your eyes and taking a small break? That's been my reality for this week. Last week I had my winter vacation and I went to Sweden relaxing and it feels already like it's beem a year since. For real I didn't totally relax at all if sleeping doesn't count. I snowboarded and downhillskied daily for hours with my family and my bestfriends family. We had so much fun and the whole trip was totally wonderfull. 

Did you have your winter vacation already? Or do you have such a thing at all? 

Getting back to these days, I actually kind of like that hectic lifestyle when it's not totally over the top. At least you don't have to sarcrifice a thought for what to do next. Though I would like it even more if I could which the school stuff for hanging with my friends. 

Which do you prefer? Slow life or the life of a runner? 

Even though hectic isn't always that bad I'm trying to change my lifestyle to slower mode for while. Wish me luck!

                         Eve X(oxo)