Modern life - always be busy

And in the competition between school and blogging right now the school beats blogging hands down.

How would u feel if u would have to read every fucking day for another test?

My reality blows and of course I know I'm not the only one. Just guess how many times have I felt like giving up only today. And thats nothing compared to yesterday. I don't know at all where did all of my motivation go but i need it back now! I know that if I really study hard it will pay of when I'll have to choose witch school I want to go to. But that only leads to my next problem. I have no idea what do I want to study after primary school. Maybe I'll figure it out by time. At least I hope I will.

 Eve X(oxo)<3

What to do, what to not

All of these pictures represent my attitude about life. And these are good guidelines for anyone.

With all my love and respect

 EveX (oxo) 

Love & don't lie

Big or small, lies are lies. Right?

I believe that pretty much everyone tells some white lies every once in a while. At least I do, not often but still. I think it's not a superduper bad thing really, if those lies actually are tiny and aren't told too often. 

Small lies like; "I did it already", when you haven't done it or "I never do so", when you really do are okay every once in a while. It isn't criminal, you know, but you should always keep in mind that it matters who you lie to! Never lie to a friend, I tell you, that's the biggest mistake. Really. 

And anyhow the truth is almost always the better choice. 'Cause you don't want to mess up your life, do you?

Keep in mind that sometimes lying is way too easy option and that's exactly when you should definitely not use it!

           Loving & lying, Eve X(oxo).

The dark side of us

I don't know what the hell is wrong with my "always so lovely" computer it's totally showing the dark side to me all the time. It has deleted this and some other text all over again. But now lets hope this will work!

So what I was really about to write... 

I kind of forgot.

I was probably about to write something like; everyone has the dark side of their own. And I think that's not bad at all. World would be kind of boring without those dark or "bad" sides. I don't mean that there should be reallyreally bad staff like wars or anything, no! I'm just saying that I have it, you have it, everyone has it, so how could it be entirely bad? 

Dark side can be full of secrets or full of lies depending on a person. Secrets can be bad, but mostly they're good. They keep it all together. Lies are, on the contrary, mostly just bad. But they're also keeping it all together. They are both kind of needed, I think, thought some people might think those are unnecessary and unneeded things.

I don't know if you get me or what I mean with this text at all I know it's kind of a mess. Hopefully it's not too confusing! 

Wishing a great fathersday for you all! 

                      Eve X(oxo)

Bit harder times

Everything feels so stupid right now. I hurted my leg and can't walk on my own at all. I'll have to these walking poles or whatever those are. And I feel super helpless I can do pretty much nothing on my own. I've been just watching movies and sleeping for ages I feel. Going to school is super hard I can't walk through the hallways without taking a break! Those are so long. 

Today was a bit nicer day, I was finally able to leave the house. And that's something I've not been doing too much lately because I can't walk or ride a bike or drive to my friends and that makes leaving the house hard.

But after all I'am still rather happy with my life. I'll write again, when I've got better time.

Love you, EveX(oxo)